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although they've felt like family since they were first in my sister's home as her foster children I am so happy that now they're officially her kids!!

I can't wait to watch them grow up

stoked.

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Doing so well, feeling so good

I love cold weather.

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lost 20 dollars and bruised two toes in one day!

WIN

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I am going crazy here.
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shit i hate spiders

i am dying for a job. someone give me a job. i need a job.

but i won't settle for anything less than what i really really want so good luck, right?

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so very very frustrated.
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hair cuts make me feel flyyy
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the end is so close I CAN TASTE IT

AND IT TASTES SOOO GOOOD.

/creepy

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It was a pretty awesome hot weekend besides some old jerk backing into my car and acting like it was my fault.

But then I had to get on I-95 and come back.. and I got stuck in traffic

and I saw a young couple beating the shit out of eachother in their car

I cannot stop thinking about it.

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I feel really bad for making a judgment on someones intelligence only to find out today how wrong I was. I never said anything out loud but I still am kicking myself for some of the things I thought in my head.

Life is weird.

I met all of Jeff's dad's family today, it was INTENSE on so many different levels.

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That's it.... my next vehicle will be a motorcycle.
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I have so much work to do over the next week and absolutely NO motivation to do it.

Also, I love soup.

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today was an adventure, and it was a long one.

I feel like I could sleep for days.

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west virginia, good. driving six hours by myself home, good. giving blood, good.

BUT, now i'm thinking about sappy things and people and friendships i miss. bad.

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I'll have a college degree in two and a half months..

WTF!

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Ch-ch-ch-changes.


I'm so glad this week is over. SRSLY.

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I hate how angry I get about other people's views and opinions. People that I don't even really give a crap about but it still makes me feel bad for them and irritated. Irritated because I know there are thousands of other people just like them who could also be in power one day changing my laws and taking my rights away. Now I'm expending all of this energy on thinking about them when they don't even matter...formulating all the ways that they're wrong in my head.

But really, I think it's the combination of nyquil and pms. haha.

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totally going to see Blink this summer.
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I'm getting old

Does that mean I should be acting more mature?

I hope not. I hope I act like my dad when I'm his age. Seriously.

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I felt like I was witnessing nature in its true form for the first time. These mountains have not been cut through to be replaced by busy roads or telephone lines. There aren’t any suburban housing developments hidden behind the trees. This is how it looked 200 years ago, even 1,000 years ago. The mountains that this river cuts through are daunting. If you were to stand on the top I could not tell that you were a person from the river where I am floating. You would resemble a small tree. People can seem and feel so small when faced with such massive surroundings. I don’t feel small though. I feel like I can match the mountains.

When I’m moving along this water the mountains seem like they’re enveloping the surroundings, the mountains are embracing the river, like old friends. They’ve known each other for so long. In fact they haven’t known much else. They’ve both seen the coming and going of coal miners, small families traveling up and down the river, a few houses and maybe even a bridge or two. These mountains were here when man arrived, and these mountains and this river will be here long after we are gone. I can’t think of a better fitting friend to bid us all goodbye.

 

I think my writing class is actually helping me rediscover my love of writing. I don't think I've been really into it, creatively anyway, since highschool and it feels so good to start again. I just hope it doesn't inversely also make me hate writing because now I'll have to write creative papers and rough drafts and peer edits. UGH. Oh well, I just need to enjoy it while it lasts.
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